Yes I know I know.
I would ask fathers out there if they went through what I am going through?
A kind of panic spend. knowing that this is it, this could be the end for many years that you can just say **** it I am buying that lens, or that amp or that car?
Well I guess none of it matters really, right now I don't feel like I have a soul. People tell me that a lot of sense comes to the world when your first child is born.
I must confess to feeling quite excited by it all. 3 months to go.